what did i do?

can't remember what happened at work..... just remember no dinner.... hahaha.... ate tons of left overs..... super full tim.... :P

what to do what to do

done jor acct summary core la.... but more to add, the pdf export is kinda hard... have to try try how it does its work sin dak.....

just keep thinking and thinking.... what to do, what can i do, what should i do, what am i capable of doing? should i change my plans? what else can i do to better the situation? i kinda get what it is to be an adult.... to have responsibilities, there's not going back or giving up like in school la.... decide jor go jau yiu jo, no one will give u a second chance, u create chances urself.... school is very different from work.... maybe i was too protected before.... it seems to be very hard to adjust - comparing to adjusting to university.... but maybe it is a good thing that i get to go through this kind of experience at this age... when there are people around me to help me get it through, rather than when i'm already really on my own..... then i won't know where to seek help.....

there's still no conclusion.......

not well

almost ok the acct summary la..... really..... just missing the older dates parts...... i know how to do it....
lunch w/ waterloo people.... apparently i left my gtalk on at work throughout the weekend, missed all the msgs ppl sent me le.....

dinner talk wasn't uplifting at all.... i'm not sad, no unhappy, i just feel pressured..... of course i'm totally willing and obligated to contribute to family.... but, with what i have now, it will definitely be tough in the coming years.... lots to think, lots to consider... if i knew i would've planned better few months ago..... but also understand they don't want to affect my living ge..... i duno, i wish there's something that could help us at least for now.........

oh, need to reply gary's email le.. .keep forgetting tim....

study day

finally can study today..... but but but.... finished lunch + sun jat si mui 3 + clean room already almost time to go...... study jor about 1/2 hour jau went home..... mom was actually home and dinner was ready for once! amazing.....

hmmmmm..... talks with dad just makes me worry even more....... its hard to be optimistic in this situation.....

before and after dinner dol hai supermarket shopping... sauga supermarket price war - we get all the advantages..... no tax @ sun hing, fresh and nice stuff @ t&t..... :)

pmall

oh, s's wedding pics.... ho pretty o.... better than m's... hahahaa 2 dvds...... ho dor le.....
got the fm transmitter today after lunch... then pmall survey -> 4hrs!!! mo actually got something, i was just walking la...... ah, ran into hondy and karen (separately) too.... tea@hollywood but i ddin't eat anything..... deja vu during the tea too... ho scary..... v and l "gong dol lei" @ me.....
picking plums again.. and thanks lur+m for da present... :)
home made dinner..... yumm~ and thanks...
oh, started sun jat si mui 3... but start jor less than 10mins jau had to leave la.........
i continue my mo liu jor lun yau lei movie + bewitched lo......

another week!

friday.... e is back... but didn't see her until the meeting o.....

dol hai acct summary today la..... the stupid date formats!!! grrrrrrrr......... yyyy-mm-dd and mm-dd-yyyy is driving me nuts.... !!!!!!!!!! i will conquer it monday........

wanted to get the fm transmitter before dinner but the store was closed by 730! so weird..... have to tell dad sin dak.. hahaa... dinner @ the jap food place again... curry pork rice... not bad wor... d sushi jau ma ma day la... suen hai gum la, this kinda price can't ask for too much...

yorkdale..... finally got mom's ipod exchanged.....

movie @ home - the jor lun yau lei movie is super crazy mo liu...... finally get to watch bewitched too, but mo finish jau fall jor asleep lu......

t&t@sauga

lur didn't even go to work today.. hahahaa.... well, e will be back tmr.. :P played around with the backend pages in the morning.. finally decided to do the front end first in the afternoon... work jor.. hehee.... now backend, really need to iron out which direction to do it in.....

lunched w/ d today.... aiya, ditched someone tim.. mo ban fat la..... it was good to hear stories about the team though.. hehehe.... and csc.... must study hard this weekend sin dak la....

ah, went to t&t today... haha, the shops beside it got someone to guard the parking spots.... i parked soooo far.. but got my ice cream.. :D and other snacks of course.. hahaah.... hmm, i think... just think.... i saw someone working @ t&t.... but, i dun understand why him? i wana find out.... maybe i recognized the wrong person... hehee

forgot to mail the cheque again tim, must do tomorrow... !!!

oh, email from gary.... my first reaction was... "HA!"..... well u didn't want me before i'm not going to go back now just cos u need someone...... too bad! unless u pay me double what i'm getting now, mo dak think..... hmmm!!

no boss week

no boss week started monday.. but today really feel it.. nothing to do, lur ng lei me, all meetings cancelled... wah~~~~~!!

by the end of the day finally got specs for the part 2..... hmm..... some undone framework by lur.... new stuff to add... until i leave dol mei yau idea dim approach tim... hai gum flip back and forth the page...... hmmmm......

t&t open today a.... wah, sooo crazy crowded... the lineup to the parking lot was so long it took up 1 whole lane on central pkwy..... me dol hai ng go visit today la.... but i really wana get the ice cream.. hahahaa... maybe tmr....

i should really start planning some time for yoga..... gained so much weight.. ><~

bored at work

wah, the hrm book hoooooo heavy a.... !! dol ho, give it out gum it won't take up space in my house.. hahaa..... thanks vincent for taking it... :)

nothing to do today.... did the trade activity thing but only took about 1/2 hour...... went to mail cmm's thing during lunch - finally! hahaa.... and keep bugging ppl on msn....... finally in the afternoon decided to do csc.......

left early too, earliest ever - 5:10 train! hahaa.... i really need to find something to do tomorrow.........

watched date with vampire - the movie.... dol ng scary ge......

ah, mandy's wedding day pics.... 6xx pics..... holy..... i just downloaded the ones with ppl i know la.....

happy birthday d~

wah, her desk was fully decorated with... junks! hahahaa..... so glad they didn't do that to me...

lunch @ the greek place..... sooo full....

didn't do much today hai gum listen to ta ta ta... pretend to be busy... hahaa... i will ask lur for work tmr la.....
heard a funny story today..... someone literally washed gold fish with soap because he thought the fish being slimy is dirty... hahah!!

finally updated d entries... :P

oh yea, still gotta mail out cmm's present tmr.. haha yes, will do tmr for sure!!

end of weekend already....

today bei yan wake up la.. yau yiu go out la..... tired die me... hahaa, ho choi yau dak nap.. a good day of resting... :)

forgot to mention, thankyou mo for da present yesterday.. hehee... i like the lip gloss but have to find something for the box.... hahaa....

ho dor movies download jor mei watch le..... tmr yau yiu work la... :(

oysters + lobsters

afternoon eat jor sucky congee lunch.......

oysters + lobster shopping in the afternoon...... wah, t&t hagen daz ice cream 3.98 ja~~!!!! too bad i can't buy... sigh.... but we "da fu tau".. hahaa each had one... :P

cleaning and preparing for da dinner was a lot of work... my socks are soaked by the time we were done! the dinner was really good tho.. hehee d oysters not bad, we had so many different kinds, yumm~ and the lobster was good too, i finally learned how to open it.. hahaha.a..

after tv, they had their "chivas" + meeting..... till 1-ish.... tired die me.... jung yiu drive home..... tmr yiu rest la!!!!!!

oh btw, i saw someone riding a bike on the highway on my way home.... soooooo weird......

Friday!

yea~ done acct summary, done the revision stuff too...... hehee.... can have a carefree weekend... :D almost left my cell phone in the drawer today... haa, i gotta be more careful le!

walked around dt after work..... spring rolls dinner... we had the pineapple fried rice.... hehehee..... and pad thai was good too.... then went home la...

rest rest rest... i couldn't even stay up pass 1am....... getting old.. :P

korean town #2

this morning first thing jau hai 1 on 1 w/ erin..... wah, my rim is really coming.... sigh....... sooner than i expected tim......

work is work, oh, i almost finished acct summary today.. hehee... only the stupid link left to do.. for the checkbox....

ohoh, we have citrix la! installed it before sleep at night... but duno how to use it le..... duno about the my docs... can't find my files.... hmmmm.....

korean town after work with va~ :) we found the silver chopsticks!! and tons of snacks... hahaaa..... then we went for food.... the steam pork bone was sooo good, i love it.. haha but too bad it got cold too fast...... hmm, what's next to do va? hehehee

AH~~~~~~~ left my car keys in the office!!!!! grrrrrr... decided to leave the car there overnight, tmr mom will drive me to the station la.....
very tired day too le.....

meeting marathon

ready for da loooooooooooooooooooooooooong day....

1st meeting - lur lur was late.... so we started late.... but the forumla was a little complicated, took quite a while to figure it out.... so ... by the time we were done... (i mean, done me learning what's going on).. it was already lunch.. no time to actually start working on it, btw, this is acct summary...

2nd meeting - team status update.. aiya need to talk today cos glenn isn't here... and lur made me talk about smtp as well..... hmmmm....

3rd meeting - BO... erin invited everyone by mistake.... hahaa... but ended up only us la... the demo was good, 2 weeks? i don't think so la, we don't even have the h/w yet... we'll see... but this indicates the coming of my rim.... Noooooooooooooooooo!!!!

4th meeting - algo.... sooooooo lost ... @@!! the guy ng ji talk mud, mud mud cube, mud mud beta, std dev, blah blah.... turned into a lionel/algo meeting us just sit and get bored.. with no meat pizza.. hahaa.. ho choi an hour something jau leave dak... :P

didn't get home till 8 something.... tired die me..........................................

long day

morning finished the search function... almost done bkr names display too... finished lunch jau acct summary meeting.... then finished bkr names yau chat chat chat.... then more mappings brainstorming.... wah, another table... sigh.... jo d design ho ma, i have to change my codes again..... ohoh, today i got my business cards... hehee.... but its so useless, there's no one to give to anyways.. i'm a developer!!!!

home le, goo ma cooked tonight, sum had his wisdom teeths out.... so had to go get his car back... thanks va for driving me there... and the walmart shopping... and the cheap gas.... haha, i'll pay u back.. :)

didn't get home till almost 10 a.... and the insurance thing..... my computer so busy bt-ing... could hardly browse the web..... :P

tmr 4 meetings - 10, 1, 330, 6.... ><~

monday

didn't sleep well last night... every 2 hours or so jau wake up... have this erie feeling about.. things..... poeple leaving, things not going the way they should be, just, nothing is right...... what happened to the old me.... the one with at least a little bit of confidence in herself...... who used to be independent..... who can take care of things herself...... sigh.....

anyways, couldn't even put on my contacts this morning, wore glasses to work la...... kept testing the smtp stuff, fixed a few.... only 3 left... :) had tofu fish ball hor fun for lunch... not bad wor, they separate the soup and the noodle for take out too.... hehe... umm.. after lunch was the bkr mapping meeting.. aiyaa, my pages got all screwed up!! nothing worked...... but took the time to understand what else needs to be done also la..... gum yau 4 something...... it was the extra form tag... grrr.... ho choi fixed it before end of day..... but jung yau new stuff to add to the page la.... and many meetings tmr and weds..... aiyaaa....

wanted to mail out the present in the afternoon.. but hahaa, as expected i forgot to bring the address.... tmr then i guess... :P

feel soooooo sick on da way home.... so sun fu.. ><~ dinner was good though...... must sleep early tonight......

shopping

as usual expected an hour-ish delay la... wakkakaa... its ok, not that i mind.. just, i thought about it last night and it really happened...... :P

tw food for lunch..... long time mo eat la...... but not as good as we expected.....

back to her house for her ring........ almost couldn't find it.. hahaaa

yorkdale - apple store... mom's getting a new one! :P le chateau - va new dress, benetton - me new jacket, holt renfrew - the scarf is not in good condition, bittersweet - present for cmm, h&m - didn't find antyhing..... mac sushi - jump off the building prices....

kumai sushi - 45+mins wait for da food.... sigh.... hungry bin ng hungry........ and the place no a/c super "gook"..... it wasn't like that before ga!! none the less the food was good......

next time - korean town! :D

hea

stayed in my room till 3pm today...... finished da "love contract".... then finally stepped out of my bedroom and read csc stuff.... till ppl came... yea, kalbi @ home AGAIN tonight.. sigh.. hahaa.... but its the family dinner..... all the TSEs are here..... :)

had to wash dishes afterwards...... then in the mood of cleaning my closet jau spent an hour or so cleaning my closet... kinda put away all my casual clothes.... so sad....... sigh.... i need more closet space.......

friday again

cleaned up a couple more batch files.. but afraid to fix the other ones in case i cause something like the ism ticket thing again... ><~

wah, today go train ho scary...... the train move move ha mo la la "PAK" gum... a rock or something hit the glass (ho choi not the one i sat next to)...... and the outside layer of the class all broke - ho chi gor spider web gum..... someone pressed the emergency button but no one responded to it..... let it beep all da way till i left the train....... so scary.... hehe....

thanks auntie for da dinner... :) and decided not to go yorkdale at night cos going with va on sunday...... oh, watched the city traveller... ho old ga yuen loi..... but ma ma day jek... rather watch the tvb ones...... hehee.....

"bo" tw drama all night.. heheee..... since no need to work tmr... :D

mom threw away my ji ma woo!!!! she said it turned bad wor..... i only had 2 spoons of it... !! sigh..... at ice cream tonight instead.. hahahaaa....

i caused trouble

wahhhh ho scary today..... lur taught me to fix the batches la.. stupid relative/absolute path... grrrr!!!!!

but...... some failed wor..... gum....... and....... by the time it was the afternoon meeting....... the ism thingy actually caused trouble!!!! ><~~~ i feel soooooo bad...... sigh, but no finger pointing.. thanks.... but i still feel really bad.. sigh....... i'll be more careful from now on... eventho it wasn't really totally my fault... but still.... i triggered it.... sigh..........

tmr sin joi continue la.......

still no progress

the batch file is driving me nuts... !!! ><~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!

demo @ bce...... learnt so much, it was a great experience.... hehee..... then team meeting with erin on da phone.... she hurt her neck hahaa.....

i can't remember what else i did today.....

back to work

today yau something to do lac.... the smtp change thingy...... but but but..... ng work ge.... lur taught me to try thru the sql server but dol ng work, i duno what i did/did not do.... :(

btw, this morning when i got into the car.... the fuel light was on... !!!!! mom used up ALL the gas... i don't even know how long the light has been on.. sigh..... so tonight can't go yoga la... time is sooo tight to get off the train, rush home, change and get to oakville.... sigh..... she knew i wana go to oakville last night, and she didn't tell me no gas!!! she could've told me.. i don't mind going to add myself, just TELL ME!!!! ><~~~~

gik sei........

still holiday... wakakkaa

went out today too...... yorkdale with "biu je" + friend..... saw a really pretty scarf at holt renfrew...!! maybe i'll get it for da winter...heheee......

went to dad's office to go home with him for dinner la..... mom cooked... hehee...

oh, tmr's plan hai yoga after work.... been eating way too much lately la... !!!

LOTR

this morning someone came super early cos of airport tripsssss... sun fu la..... went dt for lunch then lotr.... the show was great, the effects amazing.. haha definitely worth the $20... :P eventho gor story yau d boring.... but the a/c ho cold...... walked on queen street a bit afterwards then went back home for dinner...... korean kalbi again..... sleepy today... must sleep early... !!

jing ji dinner

souvenir buying..... borrowed mom's costco card to help them buy gifts today...before they leave.... wah they bought $2xx worth of stuff...... @@"

afternoon jau went with "ah yee" to vaughan mills + other places for last minute shoppping... hehee... and then went for the "jing ji" dinner.... :P

must admit the food was great, really yummy.. heheee shark fins chicken wings, shark fins soup, crazy big abalone, etc etc..... thankyou sooo much for inviting me to the dinner.. but then le, the whole dinner jau hai uncle + principle talking across the table... we just sit and listen.. hhaaa... kinda funny... :P

catch a ride home from dad... they finally had the bbq at uncle john's place, last 2 weeks me dol free, this week finally bbq me jau ng free... mo ban fat.....

what a friday

friday jung yiu stay till 8 something.. sniff sniff.....

nothing to do at all today .. hai gum msn/email... thanks henry for walking with me during lunch.... bought a pad thai in the end and planned to save 2/3 of it for dinner tonight..... since, release ma.... and lur didn't come to work till like 3..... no one to give me work to do..

absolutely didn't do anything work related during the day, played w/ the sort but yau took it out again... even vincent could tell i was full time msn-ing.. haha....

didn't leave till like 810... ran for the 820 bus.... even henry left earlier than me! :P but tif was working from home... hahaha.... anyways, ended up not eating thd pad thai since i had to ran to the bus..... and met up w/ va afterwards for my kfc pop corn chicken dinner during our movie.... devil wears prada..... it was actually good a, good plot... i guess its closer to our experiences that's why.... i like it.... even tho there were a few boring spots... :)

soooo tired today....... its da weekend!!!

granted!

last night thunder rain mud dol yau.... holy crap...... this morning the sky so dark, i almost slept in.. thanks dad for waking me up at 730... hahahaa......

so, today i just kinda keep making the pages prettier gum... did tell lur lur i'm free but he's so super busy doesn't have time to give me stuff to do..... yup, uat die jor and some other problems as well, even the release is postponed to tomorrow......

hehee... supposed to have this good news yesterday..... but since the cocahing session was moved to today.... i found out today... wakakkaa my vacation.... erin is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice hehee... they're making an exception just for me, and i have to do it in secret too, but ng care, i have 4 weeks, 4 weeks!!!!! (pushing this year's to next year)...... the jp/hk/thai trip should be ok then... hehee..... so happy..... :D and and, i also finally got my voice mail setup..... yup, i finally have everything that a fulltime employee SHOULD have... haha after 1 month + 1 week of work....

went home for dinner since no release...... but i left early still.. .kekee..... was gona go yoga but ended up @ loblaws opening my savings acct (coudn't do it online, so weird.... ) and went snack shopping of course, hagen daz is on sale again!! hehehee..... speaking of ice cream, today afternoon @ td yau FREE ben and jerry's!! we went down at 1230, the line up was sooo long that we gave up.. then someone else got it and told us its only about 5mins wait.. we all went down again... it was soooooooooooooooooooooo good!!!!!

csc.... maybe i need to regsiter soon, need to get my td visa sin dak la....

thanks yin for being my lunch buddy today... :) aiya, still haven't edit 06+6!!

another farewell

soooo crazy hot today.... what's wrong with the weather?! it feels like HK... maybe even worse.......

me me me FINISHED da stupid mapping thingy la!! wakakakakak.... actually finished yesterday just doing some minor touchups....... and sent the email out for feedback at the end of the day....... during our weekly meeting we got chocolates.. hehee saving it for tmr's release..... and soem crazy prod problems came up and our meeting ran into my coaching session time... so, rescheduled to tomorrow lo..... since i'm officially done my work, i left a bit early to go shop for presents..... yea, couldn't do it during lunch cos meeting at 1 ma..... couldn't find anything for justin i'm sooo sorry.... the keychain i saw was like $200..... but i got a little something for sam... hope she'll like it...

dinner was palm's court with justin them... yup, another person going to seattle..... its nice to see them again... especially sam..... and chris... hehe, if it weren't for justin i duno when i'll get to see them... :P hope everything will go well in seattle for the guys..... have fun there eventho i know it's going to be tough moving out like that... its not waterloo anymore.... and hopefully the next time i see them won't be at their weddings... hahaa......

finally booked dentist appointment, dr. chong is booked out till oct!!! crazy.... o wells... oct it is..... did i mention i started reading csc on the train now? yau d boring, sometimes rather sleep but..... i have to read it!!! treat it like de la i guess... heheeee

no lunch buddy

someone left early this morning for the ny trip...... i actually woke up early this morning... weird...

my thing is almost done! really really.... the save all is done too la, just thinking if i need anymore error checks and wana test it out more... the thing is soooooooo slow i don't even wana touch it anymore... sigh......

catched up on "go pang moon jor".... didn't do anything that i'm supposed to do.....

i should go shopping tomorrow, there's justin/sam/cmm bday coming up.... home i didn't miss any other ones...... let's see what i can find along the path during lunch tmr......

finally updating my imagestation album.... hahaa

last day of the month

we finally have a full team~ welcome ronen.. :)

this morning sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo didn't wana get out of bed to go to work....... nano yau mo battery wor.......

my thing..... i only fixed what i thought i finished on friday today...... still have del and saveall to do, but del think jor method, just need to write it.... sigh.....

lunched @ office today... :( tmr ho ng ho go shopping le? hahaa..... oh and weds can go to justin's thing la..... thurs release yau mo dak go home for dinner..... vince said e verbal agree to hire him back for full time... hehe so happy to hear that..... oh yea, have to bring notes to him for denni tim.....

train delayed... about 15mins gum la.... so much to do at home, yau mei jing pcb, nano mei fix dol, dentist appointment, clean up my room, edit 06+6.... thought this week when someone is super busy i should have more time to do my own stuff tim......

ah, started watching "love contract" last night.... not bad wor... cos yau jasmine's songs... hehee "lonely northen half of the earth"..... and "hor kwan cheung" not as yeung sui as previous dramas... :P

tmr yiu start reading csc la, finally done reading "yeung gor"... heheee...

ohoh and i uploaded some of the wedding pics in my previous entry la~