以前唔覺....

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weekly update

back to the routine....

mar 8 - sat
knowing its a day out tmr, today i cleaned up the room, did my laundry... all the house stuff, and of course bo ha tv gum :)

mar 9 - sun
last sunday ho busy gum ga.... went to try on bridesmaid dresses for m&l.... so much "wind cloud" with 5 girls - picking style + color... hahaha.... i just try to stay out of it... :P thx umbrella + mo pui me walk around till dinner time...... dinner @ korean bbq with uw ppl.... d's bday dinner.... food was actually ok, guess its cos this is not all you can bbq :) planned to tnt dol mo time a.....

mar 10 - mon
bei yan complain mo hi-c...... after work went to tnt and got the hi-c + more haggen daz :D
had a chat with g in da morning about the job stuff.... hope she'll really replace me, that would help me when i'm downstairs too!!
work is work, blotters, demos, bo... nothing special

mar 11 - tues
definitely nothing special - no memory of what happened this day
i remember la... i fell down the stairs @ union in the morning.... butt hurts!!!

mar 12 - wed
missed out the s farewell drink for a black forest cake :) had mcD fish filet for dinner.... got a headache during class, it was terrible!! ><~ moved stuff home from work.. thanks v for da help heheheee...... frozed 1 cake for dad - he'll be back next week!

mar 13 - thurs
hey yuen loi i didn't throw out my tax slip, they haven't mailed it out yet... hahahahahhaa
fell down the stairs at home this time... what's wrong with me?!

mar 14 - fri
i joined da farewell lunch for s.... feel like a 25 lol..... o wells....
y's demo...... big difference from before, really mo sai d super long phrases that you have no way to breath in between :P

mar 15 - sat
day @ home ..... got a new song done :P and learned a new game!

mar 16 - sun
finally cleaned up the stuff i brought back from work..... did the laundry.... and converted tvs for next week's go train rides.... now, more tv :D
nite time.... what a talk..... do i need to plan for buying 2 houses now?! man, saving up for1/2 a house ge down payment is hard enough...... now you're asking me to save 4 times that...... ><~ i definitely feel the adult pressure....
gossip gossip about s and her so-called wedding lol...... is it really engagement or wedding? can't wait to hear more gossip about that lol

Decision Made

i actually said yes........ its becoming a fact....

well had a chat with 'itchy' in the afternoon, got a better view of what's going on.... like the number, thankyou :) but in the end couldn't get more days off...... o wells, just have to deal with it i guess....

arranging for hr next week!!!


*stuck in the office because of go train problems tonight.........

repeating stories

i duno how many times i've said the same thingSSSSS over and over in the past 2 days.........

da job, someone's job, and someone else's job....... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH just want to shut my mouth and don't want to deal with it anymore

b fat pay 4 at work yesterday, throw mouse to the juice bottle...... he totally fits the desk :P

i like the current busy.... do i want to be busier?

All of a sudden

My issues are not important anymore



First is yyy then fj, then ag and also ll...... Evreryone has their own crisis happening at the same time, everyone is trying to deal with their own emotions.... I feel so useless not able to help, but then at the same time, no one can help me either.....



WHAT'S WRONG?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

自掘墳墓??

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Feb 11 - Mon
so i left the window open in the computer room the whole night, this morning the room was like a freezer!! mei reach the door jau already feel the cold hahahaa... didin't see any in the morning ga, but at night they came back out again... sigh.... lur's crap idea didn't work...... other than that jau hai worrying about tmr's weather la....... yet another snow storm!

Feb 12 - Tues
eason concert! :) this morning mo la la 4 something jau wake up la, and couldn't fall back to sleep tim... duno why....

I started this entry 2 weeks ago..... all i remember is: that week was the most boring week at work since i started... newspaper after newspaper, liu msn/gtalk ppl, browsing websites all day..... FELT LIKE 1 YEAR PASSED BY...

oh, bakery class was bavarian cream + cream caramel - jeng! and i even made it at home on the weekend for auntie man's dinner :) used sesame paste, a bit too sweet.. will try green tea next time hehee

Week of Feb 17-23
3 more days of absolute boredom... couldn't stand it and asked for work..... ended up le, doing client work - poa + gmp + bbs...... but its good busy ge... :)
bakery class was.... bread! soft rolls... too bad va didn't come.... it was really good but i will never make those at home hahahahaa

the weekend was for yyy..... i duno how i can help you but you know i'm on your side all the way!!! be strong and we'll stick together, u know i'm not that much better of than you now, so...... *hugz*~

Week of Feb 24-30
training @ creekside :) team dynamics? more like a psychology course.. but it was fun nonetheless.... with ger on vacation, i was logged in after training for at least 4 hours every night.... following up on emails and stuff... then the highlight of the week (on top of getting numerous request from poa for things that need to be ready by monday + demos + covering for b and j on support):
tues -
vj: jenny can you come down for a couple mins?
me: i'm not in the office today, is it urgent?
vj: no that's fine. we'll talk tomorrow.

weds -
me: hi, you were looking for me yesterday?
vj: yea, l is not in today we'll talk tmr..
me: oh ok, what is it about?
vj: oh you're in trouble...
me: what did i do!??!?!?!?
vj: just joking (evili smile), i'll let l talk to you about it....
me: ..........

*bakery class was.. cream puffs! sooo messy and our piping bags SUCK!
thurs -
vj: jenny can you come down for the couple mins?
me: on my way..

l: there's a potential job opening on the floor... in about 60 days.... it'll be blah blah blah blah blah......
me: ..... i'll think about it....

fri -
e: can you come by my office for a chat?
me: ok....

sat -
5:58AM call from sungard.... its a weekend, gimme a break! then cs's 5 emails within a hour asking for status..... it just drives you nuts that's what it is.... didn't fix everything till after 6 hours (all WH's fault!) the rest of the afternoon ma... compiling a list of questions to ask on monday.... sigh...... mo sum gay to think anything else la!
sun - (preview)
going out for facial~

*something funny on the side..