July 20, 2005

cranky me

i know those are just tiny things and i shouldn't fat pay 4 but i just can't help it, you know when ppl are so stupid they don't understand dead simple things and have to explain...... or when you are in a situation where you really don't want to do it but you have no choice at all......... anyhow, its just frustrating but unavoidable........ so what do you do? fat pay 4 lor..................... and then feel super bad afterwards........ WHAT AM I DOING????????

ok back to work, got a ride from eva this morning.. thanks thanks..... so that i can drive my car home tonight...... work is sooo free and not interesting haaa.... but i managed to make it interesting by prinintg out the whole ccna book + photocopy and hole-punch every page so i can use a binder to hold it..... kkaa... sooo pro.. =P after lunch jau do ha actual work... gary wants another spreadsheet....... hahaa ok i'll give him another one... gotta think htink what's the most efficient way to combine all these data sin dak.... i'm an excel expert la~~~!!

after work called dad, he wanted me to go to auntie vivian's place alone.... yeee... sigh, mo ban fat - see there's an unavoidable situation...... ok go la, yau yiu tum the auntie and teach her how to use the tv (mind you i went to fix her internet/computer, NOT da TV!).... ok finish mom yau "duet ming jui wan call" me to go home for dinner.. u know how dangerous that is... ???? call me like 5-6 times on my way home.. i'm on da highway ga.... go home tell her about it jung wa i'm not "blowing" you just wana see where you are... the fact that you call jau already is an indication you want me to get home this second la..... driving takes time i can't fly ga my lovely mom... sigh.... and then sum goo ma came back right so we had dinner together and she said i'm skinny AGAIN... gosh, people!! just because you haven't really seen me much in the past few years doesn't mean i can't change at all right?????? i've been at the same weight since i took out the wisdom teeth like... 4 years ago?! and to be honest i should be fatter now if any change, i actually had flat abs before dating... and how i don't.... don't tell me having flat abs = fatter......... i just get frustrated because they say it like its a bad thing, like i'm going to break/die any second, like i'm weak.... i'm doing exercise keeping myself healthy! if you dont' know what's going on jau please don't give me that attitude..... i don't care who you are you have no authority to critize me this way...... grrrrrh, just mad!!!

one more little thing during dinner, dad came home before going out to dinner... so we were just finishing up when he came in, then mom kept forcing dad to eat the congee.... almost made dad fat pay 4 too... i can so understand dad though, if you're going out in like 20mins to eat dinner wiht you friend.. and someone is forcing you to eat like a whole meal right now - given the fact that you've already told them you're not going to eat at home tonight.... i'd get frustrated too! gan jue yau hai gum ask go where to eat..... that's what i call "da lan sa poon mon dou duk!" sooo annoying..... i hate people doing that...... its not even your business... they answer you with something and walk away you should get the sense that they don't want to talk about it anymore.. so... you stop asking! ppl just don't get it~~!! anyhow.. that's just my complains, not dad's.....

so after dinner of course i need to go bt for dad again.. and here comes mom complaining how she can't get on internet.... once again i'm pulled between my lovely parents wanting conflicting things from me (first was the going to help auntie vivian + going home early for dinner)..... so now, should i bt so i can keep dad's mouth shut asking me when is "yi dou" going to finish every 5 mins or so like an alarm clock but get mom's "jenny, there's no internet" every like 20mins....... or should i satisfy mom - turn off bt to keep mom quiet.. but get the 5min alarm from dad the whole night? i duno which is better.. you tell me...... sooner or later i'm going to explode with these ridiculous requests.. how many times have i asked mom to use internet during the day, explaining to her how the only time i can do it is when i come home till the next morning... and how dad wants it every night like by the end of dinner which is almost impossible.. these two bosses are so much harder to please than bill and gary!!! ><~~~

thinking of a solution for this..... don't say i'm just complaining.... thinking of using the 2 connections per acct limit from sympatico..... maybe add a hub to split it up or something...... gotta play around withe router settings to see if i can avoid having to buy another device..... or what other options are available.... i can't go on like this anymore....

is it me being cranky? or are these things really annoying???

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