still worrying....

pretty sure won't get to go training next week la.... which means.. i'll get to fly out sometime in the near future.... the team meet was ok..... bo meeting i just sit there.....

after dinner mom and i talked.... and found out more....

i know they just don't want me to worry... they don't want to put any burden on me.... i don't know how to help but i really want to.... sigh.........